Just Me
Being in such a hard impasse for the past 1.5 days was exhausting, not only to my brain, but physically and emotionally. I had always asked my self, why is life so complicated? Are “we” the one who complicate things when it can be simplified? Why do we make our brain think so much, when ignorance is bliss?
I have been going through a silent retreat, not just temporary but daily. When you are by yourself, when you speak and the walls speak back at you, you think of things that you have never really thought about when you are amongst people, things that really matter to you. I did a lot of thinking and I am in the end of the soul searching- well, at least for now.
It’s been the longest winter without you
I didnt know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we’ve been through
go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who’s there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok
thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it’ll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it’ll all get better in time
how could i turn on the tv
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings
if im dreaming
dont wanna let, hurt my feelings
but thats the path, i believe in
and i know that, time will heal it
you didnt notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok
thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it’ll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it’ll all get better in time
since theres no more you and me
its time i let you go so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is ill be fine without you
yes i will
thought i couldnt live without you
its gonna hurt when it heals to
it’ll all get better in time
eventhough i really love you
im gonna smile cause i deserve to
it’ll all get better in time
